Well here I am . I believe in random acts of Kindness and I practise them as well.I am a christian married wife/mother. We have 3 kids that we love dearly. My husband works 2 jobs to put food on the table and I work ful time myself. The income we make looks high but we are so in debt, we barely have any food in the frig and our accounts are empty. We got stuck with 12,000 in taxes yesterday and its not paid of course. We are already in the hole. We do not live the dream, everything in our home is falling apart. Its so frusterating because no one will help us. We have a variable rate on our mortgage. We are honest and pay for school lunches and such. I am ashamed to even post this. I am afraid people will judge us and thinking we lived large on credit. My husband feels like such a loooser for he claimed the taxes incorrectly for his job and worked extra hard for us to get by and it backfired. We are over our heads in debt. We are all so stressed out and my husband loves me so much, but he has shut down. Our oldest daughter 16 is so into her faith and is a mentor to others. I feel guility that faith is just supposed to heal us, and yes people are in worse circumstances. I feel we were honest good Christian parents and we have been in such a finacial mess for years. Many banks and organations offer to help us, but than they say we make too much or our credit is bad. Thanks for reading froma American mom
